Sometimes we underestimate ourselves.
I jumped into sports during eighth grade. My mother was encouraging me to get out of the house and “do something”. She heard that there were sign-ups for the track team, and she encouraged me to go and sign up as the team manager . . . and so that is what I did. I marched right up to the track coach taking names and told him I wanted to be the team manager. He stared me in the eyes and said, “Surely you can do more than that.” As I stood there floored at his response to my desire to be team manager there came a moment of truth.
As uncomfortable as it was standing there, I bent down and put my name on the list to join the track team. Under “events” I put down the mile—nothing else. I figured that was the longest event and that no one in their right mind would sign up for it. Turns out I was right because at that point the longest event they ran for eighth graders was the half-mile. Begrudgingly I joined the track team and thus began my career in track and cross country for seven years until my junior year in college.
And guess what? I did do well. I won a lot of races over those years. Our team won state my sophomore year in Nebraska. I lettered at two different high schools and in college. It turns out that my eighth-grade track coach knew more about me and my potential than I believed that I had. I had underestimated myself.
Just as we underestimate ourselves, we sometimes underestimate God.
As we continue with the prophet Isaiah this morning, we remember that Israel has been conquered by the Babylonians. They have been removed from their country . . . from their homes . . . and from everything that was familiar to them—including their relationship with God. As they are exiled in Babylon, longing to return home . . . longing to be a nation again . . . longing to be God’s people once again—the prophet Isaiah shows up to bring God’s words of hope.
Remember last week that Isaiah’s message was broader than the people were expecting. Not only was God going to send a savior to rescue them, but to rescue all of humanity . . . to rescue all of God’s kingdom through God’s creation. This morning the prophet continues along those lines while explaining the task. Yes, the savior is going to come and rescue the people, restore them to their homeland, restore the kingdom . . . but that is not all! No, this is too small of a task for the savior and for those who follow this savior. God tells them that they need to dream big . . . real BIG!
God tells them: “It is too small a thing for you to be my servant to restore the tribes of Jacob and bring back those of Israel I have kept. I will also make you a light for the Gentiles, that my salvation may reach to the ends of the earth.”
God believes in us and wants us to dream big. God has big dreams . . . and so should we if we believe in God. At least that was the message God was attempting to convey to Israel in their Babylonian captivity. Yet it is hard to believe in oneself and one’s God when you have been completely reduced to nothing as Israel had been. They had been defeated in battle . . . their communities and nation laid to waste. Their temple was razed and torn down. They had been removed from their homeland and homes. Everything that they knew and understood was taken away. They were a shell of their old self. Reduced to nothing . . . nothing to believe in including their God who seems to have abandoned them. It was hard to dream when one could barely believe.
They’d be happy if they could just get out of captivity and maybe go home.
God looks at the savior who would do exactly that . . . looks at the people who would be rescued and says, “Surely you can do more than that.”
I think that we can all identify with the people of Israel because we have all had those moments and times in our lives when we have felt that we have been beaten down, that no one believed in us, and we couldn’t believe in ourselves. That there was no hope . . . that there was no God. We have all had those experiences of darkness and depression . . . of hopelessness . . . of despair. Moments when it took everything we have just to get out of bed and face another day. It is hard to dream big when one can barely think straight. When stuck in a hole. In such times we become little, and God appears small and at times completely gone.
The prophet’s words ring . . . believe!
Believe in yourself . . . believe in God. God believes in you and the great things you can achieve. Don’t limit God and God won’t limit you. Believe!
God does.
The chain of grace begins with us. God love us . . . desires us . . . wants a relationship with us . . . and showers us with love and grace. In return we must learn to love ourselves as God love us . . . to shower ourselves with love and grace. To embrace who God created us to be and in whom God believes. Out of that love of God and self, spins the love and the grace for others. Jesus tells us that we are to “love others as we love ourselves.” In such love and grace, we entertain the world and desire the best for it and all of its inhabitant. In such a way the kingdom is realized . . . the kingdom is built. It is a big task, but God believes in us, and we should believe in God. God wants us to dream big and so we should.
Jesus shows us the way. The way to love. The way to live. The way to relate. The way to want the very best for ourselves and others. In the words that he spoke, in the actions that he took . . . Jesus thought big. So big that even now—today—we still have a difficult time embracing and believing in what he wanted. What he wanted for all of us in God’s creation. He wanted the kingdom.
We know that the journey of life is difficult . . . yet, God believes in us. With God all things are possible—isn’t that what we say? Then if God believes in us then let us believe in ourselves. We are the children of God . . . we have been chosen. Let us think big . . . really BIG. It begins with believing . . . believing in God . . . believing in yourself. You—who God has created. You—who God loves. You—who God has chosen. God says to think Big—real BIG—and believe. It makes all the difference. With God all things are possible. Amen.
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